We must partake of Jesus into the depths of our beings and be accesable to God and people, if we want to be Christian.
The real Christian experience is not entertainment or "spectation", but doing it yourself and with others; under, before and with the help of God.
The messege must change us, we have to allow it to, or we aren't real, but are just acting.

Jesus said to them, "I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh
of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.
John 6:53

And no one pours new wine into old wineskins.
If he does, the wine will burst the skins,
and both the wine and the wineskins will be ruined.
No, he pours new wine into new wineskins.
Mark 2:22